u win it all, after enduring a hard time of sorrow, i am beginning to see what my friends are telling me last year. "she is just making use of you" quoted by any of my friends, i didnt believe it all first, however, maybe i think it is sort of true now. sometimes, is all the things that i did for you even comparable to some bastard that backstabbed me, all the insults that rained at me when ppl insulted you and i told them off, was it even worth it? doubt so now, maybe u were right my friends, i should have trusted u all long ago, perhaps, i was blinded by love, a pain 1 sided love. looks like although how much i had done for you, it all came to a naught. u made me wasted 1 year in vain, shouldnt i deserve the slightest appreciation for what i had done for you? somehow, you do not think i deserve so, maybe to you, i aint worthy of it, thanks a lot.
