Why am I so fking dumb?
Dec 18, 2011
Everyday at this time, memories just floods my entire mind, it's just do hard to forget you.
I will never be good enough or you despite how much I tried.
Dec 11, 2011
Chances, not everyone is entitled to it. Cherish it if you ever give a chance.
Is it worst not trying at all, and regretting because of it, or trying and failing badly, hurting yourself so badly in the end.
Dec 8, 2011
說好的幸福呢
Picture and some memories to help me through.
It's very very painful to hide my feelings, as I know it will never work out. Perhaps I am just an ignorant fool, and you are just oblivious to my love for you.
It takes time to forget someone, but why is it so hard to forget you.
May you never forget these things that I did for you and hold them close to your heart. You are person that I really loved.
In moments of doubt, I do get very frustrated, after deep thoughts during these few days, I realize, I can't help, but remember the many things we used to share, the close relations we once had, the time that we spend together. Perhaps to you these are just passing events jn your life, but these events hold great importance to me.
Frustrated with the way things are now. Things are never fair.
U should really understand me better and know that I wil never do anything that is detrimental to you, and not doubt my actions for you.
Do not believe what everyone tell you, judge it with your own eyes
I really wish that our relationship can be as close as it was once before.
I need a miracle.
Dec 5, 2011
A path of no return.
Dec 3, 2011
As time pass, this friendship of ours will slowly fade away, i doubt you will even bother about it.
Dec 2, 2011
Revisit to the past
3:39 AMSo much had passed. I guess it's time to move on. I just from today onwards may I find the courage to forgive those that have did injustice against me previously. Why today? Well, I guess it's time I should give myself a road to start anew. Keeping all these troubles and problems will not do good in my life anyway. Moreover to people that don't appreciate what I had done for them, it's just too bad for me then.
I would really really want to start anew, with you in my life, I guess it's just difficult. Well u find me hard to understand. I find u as hard to understand as well. I had tried my best to communicate with you already. If all these actions aint enough, I am sorry, I had already tried very hard to salvage this friendship of ours. Its very hard to even approach you, when u persist in giving me your fluctuating attitude.
If you are my shoes, you may know the hurt/pain that I had undergo this 2years, and not treat things that I had done for you with such indifference.
If only
Well, it's said previously, it's find to let go of all these troubles and face the new challenges that I am to face in the future.
Wishing all the best, although u will never get to know what I am actually writing for you here. Let just treat this 2 years as a harsh lesson that I learnt in my life. U just want you to know that you never an ordinary friend to me, but, yea, from today onwards, I shall put an end today for good.
Perhaps in life there are things that you can never get, despite trying how hard you try. It's just unfair. Sometimes, looking at some of my Friends with their gf, I really envy them. Maybe I am better living in solitude.