u make your own choices, i wont be angry with the choices you make, just sad, very sad at times. perhaps this is how much i really meant to you
Apr 27, 2011
same birthday wish as last year?, perhaps not. but either way, it wont come true.
Apr 25, 2011
PISSED OFF WITH THE FUCKING WORLD
Apr 22, 2011
a fool, who seats alone, talking to the moon
u will regret this, someday in your life, trust me, i doubt u will ever find someone that love you as much as i do, someone that is willing to do anithing for you
surely my JC surely sucks urh, give me a chance to restart my JC life, i surely wont choose this same path to screw up my life life this.
life, we live just to suffer?
8:36 PMsometimes, it seem as if, u took a knife, a knife that contains selfishness and ignorance and stabbed it in my heart
Apr 18, 2011
today marks the day, i will study for the 4 ace for my mid year exam
9:50 PMno longer fooling around, i will emerge victorious, physically and academically, i will get the platinum for NAPFA, and do well for my studies. Motivation will be the key to my success.
Apr 15, 2011
happy today
10:05 PMwhen everything is going on so well now, lets do this slowly.....
Apr 14, 2011
let time prove it all.
Apr 13, 2011
this week marks me entirely changing my attitude, its no longer the same old me, its not the more disciplined, hardworking me
a twist in my story.
10:17 PMfor the better or for the worst?
Apr 11, 2011
Living life on a thread.
10:24 PMLife now seems like being stuck in a dark cave, whereby no light can enter through, slowly finding my way out, its just seem so impossible. perhaps life would have really been better stuck in this cave, at least, i wouldnt have to worry about anything else. feeling real hopeless today.
Apr 8, 2011
today PW results : B, way better then what i expected.
7:46 PMB for PW, not bad for the amount of effort i put in. quite happy with my results. however, i feel very sad today, it pains to see you cry, after u tried so hard for your project work and just getting a B, i really want to help you, i just do not know what to. sad much.
Apr 6, 2011
computer screen spoiled, repaired not long ago.
8:32 PMBringing an end to this misery, perhaps we will be happy to remain as good frens. seems like no matter how hard i tried, it doesnt seem to work, lets just hope this friendship will last forever. Somehow, i cant stop myself from liking you, its beyond my control, all i will do now is not to show it anymore. i will be contented so long as u are happy.
Apr 2, 2011
helpless.
8:20 AMlooks like perhaps this marks the end to our friendship forever, if u refuse to ever trust me animore due to some fuckup bastard, its just sad to end our friendship in this way, but on second thought, perhaps this friendship was never important to you at all, feeling real helpless now, do i really deserve to be treated this way?