had a real good time playing soccer with my old school frens today. Well after all, soccer is the language that we communicate in! scored near to a dozen of goals today. today seems to be a day in my secondary school, where soccer is the only thing that i am only bothered about. life's good back then. A pity, now it has taken a drastic change. Wasted one year on something that wasn't ever going to work out. Why am I so dumb, seriously, if she aint going care about me, why am i so bothered about her? just ignore her life and just carry on with my life? I just cant do that, this one sided love really hurting me real badly, if only, only, somehow you could see how much u actually mean to me,
